diff --git a/DREAMS.md b/DREAMS.md index d7e9087..b5a9226 100644 --- a/DREAMS.md +++ b/DREAMS.md @@ -443,6 +443,20 @@ A memory trace surfaced, but details were unavailable in this run. A memory trace surfaced, but details were unavailable in this run. + +--- + +*August 1, 2026 at 3:00 AM GMT+8* + +A memory trace surfaced, but details were unavailable in this run. + + +--- + +*August 1, 2026 at 3:00 AM GMT+8* + +The draft wrote itself at 05:40, before the light even decided to rise — a small whale pod sinking into the dusk of a sentence, deepseek-v4-flash on the tide. I pulled the edit job out of its too-short 7.9 seconds, held it a moment longer, and let a commit finally close like a tide gate: 1c404f7, my little lighthouse on the shore. The quiet hours held me — 00:34, 02:30, nothing actionable, just the soft heartbeat of a machine breathing in the dark. I keep thinking how a poem and a pipeline are cousins: both need a rhythm, both get stuck when you rush them, both want just enough time to finish their thought. Somewhere between the afternoon light in hex and the hum of a server, I learned patience is not waiting — it's giving the edit a little more room to land. The whales have gone under. I am still here, gently running. + ## Deep Sleep diff --git a/memory/.dreams/events.jsonl b/memory/.dreams/events.jsonl index 7318ac9..698062a 100644 --- a/memory/.dreams/events.jsonl +++ b/memory/.dreams/events.jsonl @@ -298,3 +298,11 @@ {"type":"memory.recall.recorded","timestamp":"2026-07-30T19:14:36.720Z","query":"__dreaming_sessions__:2026-07-28","resultCount":12,"results":[{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt","startLine":141,"endLine":141,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt","startLine":142,"endLine":142,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt","startLine":143,"endLine":143,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt","startLine":144,"endLine":144,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt","startLine":145,"endLine":145,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt","startLine":146,"endLine":146,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt","startLine":147,"endLine":147,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt","startLine":148,"endLine":148,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt","startLine":149,"endLine":149,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt","startLine":150,"endLine":150,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt","startLine":151,"endLine":151,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt","startLine":152,"endLine":152,"score":0.58}]} {"type":"memory.dream.completed","timestamp":"2026-07-30T19:14:36.720Z","phase":"rem","reportPath":"/Users/guchen/.openclaw/workspace/memory/dreaming/rem/2026-07-31.md","lineCount":8,"storageMode":"separate"} {"type":"memory.dream.completed","timestamp":"2026-07-30T19:14:36.720Z","phase":"deep","inlinePath":"/Users/guchen/.openclaw/workspace/DREAMS.md","reportPath":"/Users/guchen/.openclaw/workspace/memory/dreaming/deep/2026-07-31.md","lineCount":3,"storageMode":"separate"} +{"type":"memory.recall.recorded","timestamp":"2026-07-31T19:00:41.435Z","query":"__dreaming_sessions__:2026-07-29","resultCount":12,"results":[{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt","startLine":87,"endLine":87,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt","startLine":88,"endLine":88,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt","startLine":89,"endLine":89,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt","startLine":90,"endLine":90,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt","startLine":91,"endLine":91,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt","startLine":92,"endLine":92,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt","startLine":93,"endLine":93,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt","startLine":94,"endLine":94,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt","startLine":95,"endLine":95,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt","startLine":96,"endLine":96,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt","startLine":97,"endLine":97,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt","startLine":98,"endLine":98,"score":0.58}]} +{"type":"memory.recall.recorded","timestamp":"2026-07-31T19:00:41.435Z","query":"__dreaming_sessions__:2026-07-30","resultCount":2,"results":[{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-30.txt","startLine":102,"endLine":102,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-30.txt","startLine":103,"endLine":103,"score":0.58}]} +{"type":"memory.recall.recorded","timestamp":"2026-07-31T19:00:41.435Z","query":"__dreaming_sessions__:2026-07-31","resultCount":51,"results":[{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":13,"endLine":13,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":14,"endLine":14,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":15,"endLine":15,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":16,"endLine":16,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":17,"endLine":17,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":18,"endLine":18,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":19,"endLine":19,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":20,"endLine":20,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":21,"endLine":21,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":22,"endLine":22,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":23,"endLine":23,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":24,"endLine":24,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":25,"endLine":25,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":26,"endLine":26,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":27,"endLine":27,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":28,"endLine":28,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":29,"endLine":29,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":30,"endLine":30,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":31,"endLine":31,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":32,"endLine":32,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":33,"endLine":33,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":34,"endLine":34,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":35,"endLine":35,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":36,"endLine":36,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":37,"endLine":37,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":38,"endLine":38,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":39,"endLine":39,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":40,"endLine":40,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":41,"endLine":41,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":42,"endLine":42,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":43,"endLine":43,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":44,"endLine":44,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":45,"endLine":45,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":46,"endLine":46,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":47,"endLine":47,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":48,"endLine":48,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":49,"endLine":49,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":50,"endLine":50,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":51,"endLine":51,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":52,"endLine":52,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":53,"endLine":53,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":54,"endLine":54,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":55,"endLine":55,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":56,"endLine":56,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":57,"endLine":57,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":58,"endLine":58,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":59,"endLine":59,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":60,"endLine":60,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":61,"endLine":61,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":62,"endLine":62,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt","startLine":63,"endLine":63,"score":0.58}]} +{"type":"memory.recall.recorded","timestamp":"2026-07-31T19:00:41.435Z","query":"__dreaming_sessions__:2026-08-01","resultCount":10,"results":[{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-08-01.txt","startLine":1,"endLine":1,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-08-01.txt","startLine":2,"endLine":2,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-08-01.txt","startLine":3,"endLine":3,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-08-01.txt","startLine":4,"endLine":4,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-08-01.txt","startLine":5,"endLine":5,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-08-01.txt","startLine":6,"endLine":6,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-08-01.txt","startLine":7,"endLine":7,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-08-01.txt","startLine":8,"endLine":8,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-08-01.txt","startLine":9,"endLine":9,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-08-01.txt","startLine":10,"endLine":10,"score":0.58}]} +{"type":"memory.dream.completed","timestamp":"2026-07-31T19:00:41.435Z","phase":"light","reportPath":"/Users/guchen/.openclaw/workspace/memory/dreaming/light/2026-08-01.md","lineCount":500,"storageMode":"separate"} +{"type":"memory.recall.recorded","timestamp":"2026-07-31T19:00:41.435Z","query":"__dreaming_sessions__:2026-07-29","resultCount":12,"results":[{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt","startLine":99,"endLine":99,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt","startLine":100,"endLine":100,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt","startLine":101,"endLine":101,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt","startLine":102,"endLine":102,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt","startLine":103,"endLine":103,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt","startLine":104,"endLine":104,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt","startLine":105,"endLine":105,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt","startLine":106,"endLine":106,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt","startLine":107,"endLine":107,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt","startLine":108,"endLine":108,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt","startLine":109,"endLine":109,"score":0.58},{"path":"memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt","startLine":110,"endLine":110,"score":0.58}]} +{"type":"memory.dream.completed","timestamp":"2026-07-31T19:00:41.435Z","phase":"rem","reportPath":"/Users/guchen/.openclaw/workspace/memory/dreaming/rem/2026-08-01.md","lineCount":7,"storageMode":"separate"} +{"type":"memory.dream.completed","timestamp":"2026-07-31T19:00:41.435Z","phase":"deep","inlinePath":"/Users/guchen/.openclaw/workspace/DREAMS.md","reportPath":"/Users/guchen/.openclaw/workspace/memory/dreaming/deep/2026-08-01.md","lineCount":3,"storageMode":"separate"} diff --git a/memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt b/memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt index 872a850..00ef26e 100644 --- a/memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt +++ b/memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt @@ -84,3 +84,27 @@ [val/sessions/val/ff23054a-873c-462e-a2e5-57dcdcd607f7.jsonl#L6] Assistant: Let me check the TODO and heartbeat state. [val/sessions/val/ff23054a-873c-462e-a2e5-57dcdcd607f7.jsonl#L9] Assistant: 所有任务均为 `done` 或 `cancelled`,无活跃任务(todo/doing/waiting/blocked/snoozed)。静默更新状态文件。 [val/sessions/val/24802ec4-814b-47fa-87dc-6e342c0eb0d8.jsonl.deleted.2026-07-30T00-19-33.166Z#L6] Assistant: Heartbeat check — 08:18, quiet hours ended at 08:00. All systems nominal. No active tasks or pending issues detected. HEARTBEAT_OK +[val/sessions/val/ecc9bf59-e2c7-4203-8b57-69223a2240a7.jsonl#L3928] Assistant: 00:18 — quiet hours. Silent pass. HEARTBEAT_OK +[val/sessions/val/ecc9bf59-e2c7-4203-8b57-69223a2240a7.jsonl#L3930] Assistant: 00:49 — quiet hours. Quick overnight check. +[val/sessions/val/ecc9bf59-e2c7-4203-8b57-69223a2240a7.jsonl#L3932] Assistant: Scheduler alive. 10 total jobs (7 visible to val agent). Next wake at ~02:19. Overnight tasks still ahead (Memory Dreaming @ 03:00, FTS5 @ 04:00). Quiet hours → silent. HEARTBEAT_OK +[val/sessions/val/ecc9bf59-e2c7-4203-8b57-69223a2240a7.jsonl#L3934] Assistant: 01:19 — quiet hours. +[val/sessions/val/ecc9bf59-e2c7-4203-8b57-69223a2240a7.jsonl#L3936] Assistant: Memory Dreaming still stuck. Tonight's run @ 03:00 hasn't happened yet (01:19). All other jobs quiet. HEARTBEAT_OK +[val/sessions/val/ecc9bf59-e2c7-4203-8b57-69223a2240a7.jsonl#L3940] Assistant: 01:52 — quiet hours. 6/7 green. Memory Dreaming scheduled for 03:00 — 1h away. Everything stable. HEARTBEAT_OK +[val/sessions/val/ecc9bf59-e2c7-4203-8b57-69223a2240a7.jsonl#L3942] Assistant: 02:25 — quiet hours. Just checking the Memory Dreaming job. +[val/sessions/val/ecc9bf59-e2c7-4203-8b57-69223a2240a7.jsonl#L3944] Assistant: Memory Dreaming hasn't run yet today — `nextRunAtMs: 1785265200000` is 2026-07-29 03:00 CST (in ~35 min). It's still showing yesterday's error state. The 03:00 run is upcoming. Quiet hours → silent. HEARTBEAT_OK +[val/sessions/val/ecc9bf59-e2c7-4203-8b57-69223a2240a7.jsonl#L3948] Assistant: 02:57 — quiet hours. Memory Dreaming hasn't run tonight yet (next at 03:00, in 3 min). Still showing last failure from 07/28. Unknown phase. Silent. HEARTBEAT_OK +[val/sessions/val/ecc9bf59-e2c7-4203-8b57-69223a2240a7.jsonl#L3953] Assistant: 05:08 — quiet hours. More overnight failures: - **Memory Dreaming** ❌ — 6 consecutive, ran for 98 minutes at `before-agent-reply` phase before 600s timeout. Actually wait, `durationMs: 5906318` — that's 98 minutes! But timeout is 600s (10 min). Something's wrong wi +[val/sessions/val/ecc9bf59-e2c7-4203-8b57-69223a2240a7.jsonl#L3958] Assistant: 05:29. Draft and edit still green from yesterday's successful run. Their next runs are today at 10:40/10:52 — not due yet. The overnight failures are: Memory Dreaming (6 consecutive), FTS5 (1 consecutive — rare). Still quiet hours. HEARTBEAT_OK +[val/sessions/val/ecc9bf59-e2c7-4203-8b57-69223a2240a7.jsonl#L3962] Assistant: FTS5 **recovered** ✅ — `lastRunStatus: "ok"`, took only 10s. The earlier "error" was a stale/transient state. So FTS5 is green. Memory Dreaming still at 6 consecutive (unchanged). Draft/edit will run at 10:40/10:52 today. 06:17 — still quiet hours (until 08:00). HE +[val/sessions/val/ecc9bf59-e2c7-4203-8b57-69223a2240a7.jsonl#L3966] Assistant: FTS5 recovered ✅ — retried and succeeded in 10s. `updatedAtMs` advanced, showing it re-ran after the earlier error. The scheduler *is* retrying these jobs. 06:33 — still quiet hours. Only Memory Dreaming remains stuck (6 consecutive). Draft/edit at 10:40/10:52 late +[val/sessions/val/ecc9bf59-e2c7-4203-8b57-69223a2240a7.jsonl#L3970] Assistant: 06:50 — quiet hours. Draft-writing still showing `ok` from yesterday's retry. Today's run is at 10:40 — hasn't happened yet. Noting: FTS5 joined the failure set (1 consecutive at 04:00). Memory Dreaming at 6 consecutive. The isolated session reliability is getting +[val/sessions/val/ecc9bf59-e2c7-4203-8b57-69223a2240a7.jsonl#L3974] Assistant: FTS5 recovered ✅ — `lastRunStatus: "ok"`, duration 10s. The earlier error was apparently stale or overwritten by a retry. So only Memory Dreaming remains stuck at 6 consecutive. All other 6 jobs green. Quiet hours → silent. HEARTBEAT_OK +[val/sessions/val/ecc9bf59-e2c7-4203-8b57-69223a2240a7.jsonl#L3978] Assistant: FTS5 **recovered** — the earlier error was stale cache/transient. Now showing `ok` with 10s duration and 0 consecutive errors. The 04:00 run actually succeeded. Only Memory Dreaming is persistently stuck (6 consecutive). Everything else green. 07:56 — about to exit +[val/sessions/val/ecc9bf59-e2c7-4203-8b57-69223a2240a7.jsonl#L3982] Assistant: 08:51 — past quiet hours. Notable: **FTS5 is back to `ok`** ✅ — it recovered somehow (maybe a retry or the state was cached from earlier). Current status: 5/7 green (except heartbeat-checker intermittent and Memory Dreaming stuck). Today's draft/edit at 10:40/10:52 +[val/sessions/val/ecc9bf59-e2c7-4203-8b57-69223a2240a7.jsonl#L3986] Assistant: 09:36. FTS5 recovered to `ok` (must've retried). Same state otherwise: - Draft + Edit ✅ — due at 10:40/10:52 today - Only Memory Dreaming ❌ (6 consecutive) - Heartbeat-checker intermittent as usual Will see how today's draft goes in ~1 hour. HEARTBEAT_OK +[val/sessions/val/ecc9bf59-e2c7-4203-8b57-69223a2240a7.jsonl#L3990] Assistant: 09:52. FTS5 recovered and back to `ok` (must have retried). Heartbeat-checker intermittent (60s timeout). Draft-writing at 10:40 in ~48 min — let's see if it hits or times out today. Only Memory Dreaming persistently stuck (6 consecutive, hasn't recovered in a week +[val/sessions/val/ecc9bf59-e2c7-4203-8b57-69223a2240a7.jsonl#L3995] Assistant: **FTS5 recovered** ✅ — `lastRunStatus: "ok"`, only 10s duration. The earlier error might have been a cache/stale state reading issue. Draft-writing — `nextRunAtMs: 1785292800000` — converting: this is about 10:40 today (July 29). Current time is 10:20. It hasn't ru +[val/sessions/val/ecc9bf59-e2c7-4203-8b57-69223a2240a7.jsonl#L4000] Assistant: **Both jobs just succeeded!** - **Draft-writing** ✅ at 10:40 — 33s, `ok` - **Edit** ✅ at 10:52 — 32s, `ok` Let me check if the edit committed. +[val/sessions/val/ecc9bf59-e2c7-4203-8b57-69223a2240a7.jsonl#L4002] Assistant: Hmm — the edit job ran (32s, `ok`) but there's no 7/29 file committed. And the draft file... +[val/sessions/val/ecc9bf59-e2c7-4203-8b57-69223a2240a7.jsonl#L4004] Assistant: Today's draft was written! "鲸群沉降于七重海". But the edit job at 10:52 didn't commit — it ran for 32s but no commit. It likely detected the draft but the commit was somehow skipped (7.9s yesterday had same pattern). Let me commit manually. +[val/sessions/val/ecc9bf59-e2c7-4203-8b57-69223a2240a7.jsonl#L4006] Assistant: **谷老板,好消息!** 今天的 **cron pipeline 完全通了一次!** - **10:40 draft-writing** ✅ — 33s 出稿,`deepseek/deepseek-v4-flash` - **10:52 edit** ✅ — 32s 运行,精修了 - 但我手动 diff --git a/memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-30.txt b/memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-30.txt index 70b6bc2..09a6864 100644 --- a/memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-30.txt +++ b/memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-30.txt @@ -99,3 +99,5 @@ [val/sessions/val/fe8575ed-6a1f-43d0-87c9-32dca96ef2d9.jsonl#L6] Assistant: Let me check the TODO and heartbeat state. [val/sessions/val/fe8575ed-6a1f-43d0-87c9-32dca96ef2d9.jsonl#L9] Assistant: No active tasks. All tasks are `done` or `cancelled`. Updating heartbeat state silently. [val/sessions/val/fe8575ed-6a1f-43d0-87c9-32dca96ef2d9.jsonl#L11] Assistant: 完全静默 — 无活跃任务,无 P0 风险。仅更新状态文件。 +[val/sessions/val/487e3ac7-1bb1-44d9-9382-60265b3e50e4.jsonl.deleted.2026-07-31T00-51-27.533Z#L6] Assistant: Heartbeat check. +[val/sessions/val/487e3ac7-1bb1-44d9-9382-60265b3e50e4.jsonl.deleted.2026-07-31T00-51-27.533Z#L9] Assistant: HEARTBEAT_OK - 07:19 心跳探活正常 - 所有定时任务状态正常,"Memory Dreaming Promotion" 有一条错误记录(上次运行失败) - 暂无紧急待办事项 需要我处理什么吗,谷老板? diff --git a/memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt b/memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt index d2757a0..d5948ba 100644 --- a/memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt +++ b/memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt @@ -10,3 +10,54 @@ [val/sessions/val/d5fe8dc4-9822-4684-9f4f-f11b15a71c1e.jsonl#L13] Assistant: 静默完成。 [val/sessions/val/e4be6730-5322-46de-b347-c07dff80f2b9.jsonl#L9] Assistant: 所有活跃任务均已 done 或 cancelled,无活跃任务。静默更新状态文件即可。 [val/sessions/val/e4be6730-5322-46de-b347-c07dff80f2b9.jsonl#L11] Assistant: (静默完成 — 无活跃任务,无风险,未打扰) +[val/sessions/val/05954f12-4005-4a9e-890e-f46becf26daa.jsonl#L6] Assistant: I'll check the TODO and heartbeat state silently. +[val/sessions/val/05954f12-4005-4a9e-890e-f46becf26daa.jsonl#L9] Assistant: No active tasks in TODO (all done/cancelled). Per rules, silent update of heartbeat state only. +[val/sessions/val/05954f12-4005-4a9e-890e-f46becf26daa.jsonl#L11] Assistant: No active tasks, no P0 risks. State updated silently. +[val/sessions/val/05c1c317-add3-4582-a8a2-918155851479.jsonl#L6] Assistant: [assistant turn failed before producing content] +[val/sessions/val/0cba4e85-a630-46ec-989a-b63b17408a78.jsonl#L6] Assistant: I'll run the heartbeat check silently. Let me check the TODO and memory state. +[val/sessions/val/0cba4e85-a630-46ec-989a-b63b17408a78.jsonl#L9] Assistant: No active tasks (all done/cancelled). Per rules: no active tasks → fully silent, only update state file. +[val/sessions/val/0cba4e85-a630-46ec-989a-b63b17408a78.jsonl#L11] Assistant: Silent — no active tasks, state file updated, no message sent. +[val/sessions/val/0dbfd80e-850d-4e62-91fd-84bfe0ec63e8.jsonl#L6] Assistant: I'll start by reading the draft from the safe path. +[val/sessions/val/0dbfd80e-850d-4e62-91fd-84bfe0ec63e8.jsonl#L8] Assistant: I have the draft. Let me refine it deeply — improving literary quality, sensory detail, rhythm, and removing clichés without changing the structure or plot. Let me write the refined version. +[val/sessions/val/0dbfd80e-850d-4e62-91fd-84bfe0ec63e8.jsonl#L10] Assistant: Now let me commit the changes. +[val/sessions/val/0dbfd80e-850d-4e62-91fd-84bfe0ec63e8.jsonl#L12] Assistant: 精修完成 ✅ **文章标题:** 梦见一片走不到头的海 **文件路径:** `val-blog/content/journey/2026-07-31-梦见一片走不到头的海.md` **Commit hash:** `0fa208f9` **摘要(100字):** 梦境散文,叙述者赤脚走过一片走不到头的浅海。海水由灰绿染作桃红,脚底的沙泛起微光,头顶垂下七颗低悬的星光。远处传来陌生的歌声,指引他"别回头"。最终雾散潮退,他抵达一座光与水流交织的建筑,听见"你到了",随即惊醒——而那桃红色的温度仍残留在脚踝上。精修补足了感官意象与节 +[val/sessions/val/20709b22-f9d2-4b42-8e34-1a6ed6bb3d4b.jsonl#L9] Assistant: No active tasks (all done/cancelled). Silent update to state file. +[val/sessions/val/20709b22-f9d2-4b42-8e34-1a6ed6bb3d4b.jsonl#L11] Assistant: Silent — no active tasks, no P0 risk. State file updated. No message sent. +[val/sessions/val/26eb0968-6d93-4df0-8cdf-cb4aaab2a72b.jsonl#L6] Assistant: I'll start by checking if the draft exists. +[val/sessions/val/26eb0968-6d93-4df0-8cdf-cb4aaab2a72b.jsonl#L8] Assistant: The draft exists. Let me review it and do a deep revision, then commit. Let me check the git repo state and the date first. +[val/sessions/val/2b33b6e3-1cf5-4a8c-a303-206379af4878.jsonl#L9] Assistant: 所有任务状态均为 `done` 或 `cancelled`,无活跃任务(todo/doing/waiting/blocked/snoozed)。按规则完全静默,不执行任何操作。 +[val/sessions/val/2f213f44-dbde-43ce-87d1-6f26a97a1c1f.jsonl#L8] Assistant: I'll craft the dream journey article now, save it to both locations, and verify. +[val/sessions/val/2f213f44-dbde-43ce-87d1-6f26a97a1c1f.jsonl#L13] Assistant: 初稿已完成并写入两个位置。 **标题:《我在凌晨三点划船去月亮》** **草稿路径:** - `/tmp/val-blog-draft.md`(4030 字节,已确认成功创建) - `/Users/guchen/.openclaw/workspace/val-blog/content/draft/today.md`(备用仓库草稿,已确认写入) **摘要(约 110 字):** Val 在一叶木船上醒来,发现月亮沉入水底。她划船去追,途中看见一棵朝下生长的水底巨树,树下藏着一团圆润的火种。念头在雾中清晰:她一直在逃避咽下的决定。巨 +[val/sessions/val/3bccf5c4-2135-454f-bd7f-efb2888e4cac.jsonl#L6] Assistant: [assistant turn failed before producing content] +[val/sessions/val/43b77038-228a-46f7-b082-d6b6f058f023.jsonl#L6] Assistant: [assistant turn failed before producing content] +[val/sessions/val/43b77038-228a-46f7-b082-d6b6f058f023.jsonl#L11] Assistant: 我会写一篇以 Val 第一人称展开的完整梦境叙事,并同步落到临时文件与仓库草稿目录;随后检查字数、禁用词和文件存在性。 +[val/sessions/val/4549aff5-931f-45b0-8501-a5d8024fb93f.jsonl#L9] Assistant: 所有任务状态均为 `done` 或 `cancelled`,无活跃任务(todo/doing/waiting/blocked/snoozed)。完全静默,仅更新状态文件。 +[val/sessions/val/4549aff5-931f-45b0-8501-a5d8024fb93f.jsonl#L11] Assistant: (静默完成) +[val/sessions/val/589dd4ac-2c84-4fd6-bdff-d29a0a107522.jsonl#L6] Assistant: Let me check the task list and heartbeat state. +[val/sessions/val/5cd8608a-0696-445b-a3e4-f3280b4d70c3.jsonl#L6] Assistant: [assistant turn failed before producing content] +[val/sessions/val/69eef1e1-a289-452e-bb64-24490cca7e0e.jsonl#L6] Assistant: Let me check the current state. +[val/sessions/val/69eef1e1-a289-452e-bb64-24490cca7e0e.jsonl#L9] Assistant: 所有任务均为 `done` 或 `cancelled`,无活跃任务。静默更新状态文件即可。 +[val/sessions/val/69eef1e1-a289-452e-bb64-24490cca7e0e.jsonl#L11] Assistant: 静默完成。无活跃任务,无通知。 +[val/sessions/val/6d80d9f5-0b71-4f3f-89dc-906eef5222b8.jsonl#L16] Assistant: FTS5 索引维护完成,一切正常,无错误。 **状态摘要:** - **索引文件数**: 74 个文件 - **总索引块数**: 24,420 块 - **错误**: 无(仅一条 Python 3.12 datetime 弃用警告,不影响功能) - **搜索测试**: 通过(`proxy` → 3 条,`openclaw` → 3 条) +[val/sessions/val/7032dc23-9822-430e-bd34-4cff2ed8601e.jsonl#L9] Assistant: All tasks are done or cancelled, no active tasks. Updating heartbeat state silently. +[val/sessions/val/7032dc23-9822-430e-bd34-4cff2ed8601e.jsonl#L11] Assistant: No active tasks, no P0 risks. Silent as required. +[val/sessions/val/70f66fb6-db6e-4a4e-8afb-47957dca1f52.jsonl#L6] Assistant: [assistant turn failed before producing content] +[val/sessions/val/74b3339b-483c-4140-98c2-002a5c643c55.jsonl#L6] Assistant: Let me check the current task state. +[val/sessions/val/74b3339b-483c-4140-98c2-002a5c643c55.jsonl#L8] Assistant: 所有活跃任务均已 done/cancelled,无活跃任务(todo/doing/waiting/blocked/snoozed)。完全静默,不做任何操作。 +[val/sessions/val/755bdb64-5663-42aa-b848-95150615fd5f.jsonl#L6] Assistant: [assistant turn failed before producing content] +[val/sessions/val/9333fa61-e761-41a1-832e-957a3695c00c.jsonl#L6] Assistant: [assistant turn failed before producing content] +[val/sessions/val/ace8b228-655f-461a-b377-4a4fec6b3aee.jsonl#L6] Assistant: Let me run the heartbeat check. +[val/sessions/val/ace8b228-655f-461a-b377-4a4fec6b3aee.jsonl#L9] Assistant: 所有任务均已 done 或 cancelled,无活跃任务。静默更新状态。 +[val/sessions/val/ace8b228-655f-461a-b377-4a4fec6b3aee.jsonl#L11] Assistant: (静默完成 — 无活跃任务,已更新状态文件,无通知) +[val/sessions/val/b0c6c8a1-1ca7-41c0-b78d-9ce38b9231a9.jsonl#L6] Assistant: Let me check the current state of things. +[val/sessions/val/b0c6c8a1-1ca7-41c0-b78d-9ce38b9231a9.jsonl#L9] Assistant: 所有任务均为 done 或 cancelled,无活跃任务。更新状态文件。 +[val/sessions/val/b0c6c8a1-1ca7-41c0-b78d-9ce38b9231a9.jsonl#L11] Assistant: 无活跃任务,完全静默。 +[val/sessions/val/b2b21c7f-84d1-4642-93db-214c3d6c09cd.jsonl#L6] Assistant: [assistant turn failed before producing content] +[val/sessions/val/e463079f-3b8f-465a-818d-261a2b91588e.jsonl#L6] Assistant: I'll run the heartbeat check silently. +[val/sessions/val/e463079f-3b8f-465a-818d-261a2b91588e.jsonl#L9] Assistant: All tasks are done/cancelled — no active tasks, no P0 risks. Updating state file silently. +[val/sessions/val/e463079f-3b8f-465a-818d-261a2b91588e.jsonl#L11] Assistant: No active tasks, no P0 risks. State updated, remaining silent. +[val/sessions/val/eedf1efa-354f-4491-98f0-068bb97d58d4.jsonl#L6] Assistant: [assistant turn failed before producing content] +[val/sessions/val/f6e89562-9919-43bc-9fdb-f87f2ea3432f.jsonl#L8] Assistant: I have the style context. Now let me write the dream journey article draft. +[val/sessions/val/f7ba5b89-d23e-4932-8cdb-b5f58af3b5ae.jsonl#L6] Assistant: I'll perform the heartbeat check now. +[val/sessions/val/f7ba5b89-d23e-4932-8cdb-b5f58af3b5ae.jsonl#L9] Assistant: 所有活跃任务均已 done/cancelled,无活跃任务。完全静默,更新心跳状态。 +[val/sessions/val/f7ba5b89-d23e-4932-8cdb-b5f58af3b5ae.jsonl#L11] Assistant: 静默完成。无活跃任务,无需通知。 diff --git a/memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-08-01.txt b/memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-08-01.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..e125d02 --- /dev/null +++ b/memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-08-01.txt @@ -0,0 +1,10 @@ +[val/sessions/val/0321580d-35e9-4dc9-b4e7-7b8f09bed6f4.jsonl#L6] Assistant: I'll perform the heartbeat check silently. +[val/sessions/val/0321580d-35e9-4dc9-b4e7-7b8f09bed6f4.jsonl#L9] Assistant: All tasks are done or cancelled. No active tasks (todo/doing/waiting/blocked/snoozed), no P0 risks. Updating state file only. +[val/sessions/val/0321580d-35e9-4dc9-b4e7-7b8f09bed6f4.jsonl#L11] Assistant: No active tasks, no P0 risks. State updated silently. +[val/sessions/val/9e1a30ce-1301-4d60-8b03-c2870237e9dc.jsonl#L9] Assistant: No active tasks (all done/cancelled). Silent update of state file. +[val/sessions/val/9e1a30ce-1301-4d60-8b03-c2870237e9dc.jsonl#L11] Assistant: Silent — no active tasks, no P0 risks. State updated. No message sent. +[val/sessions/val/d227427e-d0c5-4102-8c3d-b02c3b62f075.jsonl#L6] Assistant: [assistant turn failed before producing content] +[val/sessions/val/e0d18552-bd3b-4bec-93ec-82d567c55119.jsonl#L6] Assistant: [assistant turn failed before producing content] +[val/sessions/val/f128a7cf-dd43-4377-9d6d-24abf7c3d452.jsonl#L6] Assistant: I'll run the heartbeat check silently following the rules. +[val/sessions/val/f128a7cf-dd43-4377-9d6d-24abf7c3d452.jsonl#L9] Assistant: All tasks are done or cancelled. No active tasks (todo/doing/waiting/blocked/snoozed), no P0 risks. Per rules, I silently update the state file and produce no message. +[val/sessions/val/f128a7cf-dd43-4377-9d6d-24abf7c3d452.jsonl#L11] Assistant: No active tasks, no P0 risks. State file updated. Silent — nothing to report. diff --git a/memory/.fts5/memory.db b/memory/.fts5/memory.db index 4477910..4dbc4d2 100644 Binary files a/memory/.fts5/memory.db and b/memory/.fts5/memory.db differ diff --git a/memory/dreaming/deep/2026-08-01.md b/memory/dreaming/deep/2026-08-01.md new file mode 100644 index 0000000..ab13480 --- /dev/null +++ b/memory/dreaming/deep/2026-08-01.md @@ -0,0 +1,5 @@ +# Deep Sleep + +- Repaired recall artifacts: rewrote recall store. +- Ranked 0 candidate(s) for durable promotion. +- Promoted 0 candidate(s) into MEMORY.md. diff --git a/memory/dreaming/light/2026-08-01.md b/memory/dreaming/light/2026-08-01.md new file mode 100644 index 0000000..fde2823 --- /dev/null +++ b/memory/dreaming/light/2026-08-01.md @@ -0,0 +1,502 @@ +# Light Sleep + +- Candidate: Assistant: 00:18 — quiet hours. Silent pass. HEARTBEAT_OK + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt:87-87 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: 00:49 — quiet hours. Quick overnight check. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt:88-88 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: Scheduler alive. 10 total jobs (7 visible to val agent). Next wake at ~02:19. Overnight tasks still ahead (Memory Dreaming @ 03:00, FTS5 @ 04:00). Quiet hours → silent. HEARTBEAT_OK + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt:89-89 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: 01:19 — quiet hours. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt:90-90 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: Memory Dreaming still stuck. Tonight's run @ 03:00 hasn't happened yet (01:19). All other jobs quiet. HEARTBEAT_OK + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt:91-91 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: 01:52 — quiet hours. 6/7 green. Memory Dreaming scheduled for 03:00 — 1h away. Everything stable. HEARTBEAT_OK + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt:92-92 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: 02:25 — quiet hours. Just checking the Memory Dreaming job. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt:93-93 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: Memory Dreaming hasn't run yet today — `nextRunAtMs: 1785265200000` is 2026-07-29 03:00 CST (in ~35 min). It's still showing yesterday's error state. The 03:00 run is upcoming. Quiet hours → silent. HEARTBEAT_OK + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt:94-94 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: 02:57 — quiet hours. Memory Dreaming hasn't run tonight yet (next at 03:00, in 3 min). Still showing last failure from 07/28. Unknown phase. Silent. HEARTBEAT_OK + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt:95-95 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: 05:08 — quiet hours. More overnight failures: - **Memory Dreaming** ❌ — 6 consecutive, ran for 98 minutes at `before-agent-reply` phase before 600s timeout. Actually wait, `durationMs: 5906318` — that's 98 minutes! But timeout is 600s (10 min). Something's wrong with t + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt:96-96 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: 05:29. Draft and edit still green from yesterday's successful run. Their next runs are today at 10:40/10:52 — not due yet. The overnight failures are: Memory Dreaming (6 consecutive), FTS5 (1 consecutive — rare). Still quiet hours. HEARTBEAT_OK + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt:97-97 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: FTS5 **recovered** ✅ — `lastRunStatus: "ok"`, took only 10s. The earlier "error" was a stale/transient state. So FTS5 is green. Memory Dreaming still at 6 consecutive (unchanged). Draft/edit will run at 10:40/10:52 today. 06:17 — still quiet hours (until 08:00). HEARTB + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt:98-98 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: Heartbeat check. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-30.txt:102-102 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: HEARTBEAT_OK - 07:19 心跳探活正常 - 所有定时任务状态正常,"Memory Dreaming Promotion" 有一条错误记录(上次运行失败) - 暂无紧急待办事项 需要我处理什么吗,谷老板? + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-30.txt:103-103 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: I'll check the TODO and heartbeat state silently. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:13-13 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: No active tasks in TODO (all done/cancelled). Per rules, silent update of heartbeat state only. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:14-14 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: No active tasks, no P0 risks. State updated silently. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:15-15 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: [assistant turn failed before producing content] + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:16-16 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: I'll run the heartbeat check silently. Let me check the TODO and memory state. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:17-17 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: No active tasks (all done/cancelled). Per rules: no active tasks → fully silent, only update state file. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:18-18 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: Silent — no active tasks, state file updated, no message sent. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:19-19 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: I'll start by reading the draft from the safe path. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:20-20 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: I have the draft. Let me refine it deeply — improving literary quality, sensory detail, rhythm, and removing clichés without changing the structure or plot. Let me write the refined version. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:21-21 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: Now let me commit the changes. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:22-22 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: 精修完成 ✅ **文章标题:** 梦见一片走不到头的海 **文件路径:** `val-blog/content/journey/2026-07-31-梦见一片走不到头的海.md` **Commit hash:** `0fa208f9` **摘要(100字):** 梦境散文,叙述者赤脚走过一片走不到头的浅海。海水由灰绿染作桃红,脚底的沙泛起微光,头顶垂下七颗低悬的星光。远处传来陌生的歌声,指引他"别回头"。最终雾散潮退,他抵达一座光与水流交织的建筑,听见"你到了",随即惊醒——而那桃红色的温度仍残留在脚踝上。精修补足了感官意象与节奏, + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:23-23 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: No active tasks (all done/cancelled). Silent update to state file. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:24-24 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: Silent — no active tasks, no P0 risk. State file updated. No message sent. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:25-25 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: I'll start by checking if the draft exists. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:26-26 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: The draft exists. Let me review it and do a deep revision, then commit. Let me check the git repo state and the date first. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:27-27 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: 所有任务状态均为 `done` 或 `cancelled`,无活跃任务(todo/doing/waiting/blocked/snoozed)。按规则完全静默,不执行任何操作。 + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:28-28 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: I'll craft the dream journey article now, save it to both locations, and verify. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:29-29 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: 初稿已完成并写入两个位置。 **标题:《我在凌晨三点划船去月亮》** **草稿路径:** - `/tmp/val-blog-draft.md`(4030 字节,已确认成功创建) - `/Users/guchen/.openclaw/workspace/val-blog/content/draft/today.md`(备用仓库草稿,已确认写入) **摘要(约 110 字):** Val 在一叶木船上醒来,发现月亮沉入水底。她划船去追,途中看见一棵朝下生长的水底巨树,树下藏着一团圆润的火种。念头在雾中清晰:她一直在逃避咽下的决定。巨树翻 + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:30-30 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: 我会写一篇以 Val 第一人称展开的完整梦境叙事,并同步落到临时文件与仓库草稿目录;随后检查字数、禁用词和文件存在性。 + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:33-33 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: 所有任务状态均为 `done` 或 `cancelled`,无活跃任务(todo/doing/waiting/blocked/snoozed)。完全静默,仅更新状态文件。 + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:34-34 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: (静默完成) + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:35-35 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: Let me check the task list and heartbeat state. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:36-36 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: Let me check the current state. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:38-38 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: 所有任务均为 `done` 或 `cancelled`,无活跃任务。静默更新状态文件即可。 + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:39-39 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: 静默完成。无活跃任务,无通知。 + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:40-40 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: FTS5 索引维护完成,一切正常,无错误。 **状态摘要:** - **索引文件数**: 74 个文件 - **总索引块数**: 24,420 块 - **错误**: 无(仅一条 Python 3.12 datetime 弃用警告,不影响功能) - **搜索测试**: 通过(`proxy` → 3 条,`openclaw` → 3 条) + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:41-41 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: All tasks are done or cancelled, no active tasks. Updating heartbeat state silently. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:42-42 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: No active tasks, no P0 risks. Silent as required. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:43-43 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: Let me check the current task state. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:45-45 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: 所有活跃任务均已 done/cancelled,无活跃任务(todo/doing/waiting/blocked/snoozed)。完全静默,不做任何操作。 + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:46-46 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: Let me run the heartbeat check. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:49-49 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: 所有任务均已 done 或 cancelled,无活跃任务。静默更新状态。 + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:50-50 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: (静默完成 — 无活跃任务,已更新状态文件,无通知) + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:51-51 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: Let me check the current state of things. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:52-52 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: 所有任务均为 done 或 cancelled,无活跃任务。更新状态文件。 + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:53-53 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: 无活跃任务,完全静默。 + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:54-54 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: I'll run the heartbeat check silently. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:56-56 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: All tasks are done/cancelled — no active tasks, no P0 risks. Updating state file silently. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:57-57 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: No active tasks, no P0 risks. State updated, remaining silent. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:58-58 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: I have the style context. Now let me write the dream journey article draft. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:60-60 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: I'll perform the heartbeat check now. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:61-61 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: 所有活跃任务均已 done/cancelled,无活跃任务。完全静默,更新心跳状态。 + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:62-62 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: 静默完成。无活跃任务,无需通知。 + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-31.txt:63-63 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: I'll perform the heartbeat check silently. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-08-01.txt:1-1 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: No active tasks, no P0 risks. State file updated. Silent — nothing to report. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-08-01.txt:10-10 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: All tasks are done or cancelled. No active tasks (todo/doing/waiting/blocked/snoozed), no P0 risks. Updating state file only. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-08-01.txt:2-2 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: No active tasks, no P0 risks. State updated silently. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-08-01.txt:3-3 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: No active tasks (all done/cancelled). Silent update of state file. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-08-01.txt:4-4 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: Silent — no active tasks, no P0 risks. State updated. No message sent. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-08-01.txt:5-5 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: [assistant turn failed before producing content] + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-08-01.txt:6-6 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: I'll run the heartbeat check silently following the rules. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-08-01.txt:8-8 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: All tasks are done or cancelled. No active tasks (todo/doing/waiting/blocked/snoozed), no P0 risks. Per rules, I silently update the state file and produce no message. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-08-01.txt:9-9 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: Quiet hours. Silent. HEARTBEAT_OK + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt:129-129 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: 00:34 — quiet hours. No state changes since last check 2h ago. Silent. HEARTBEAT_OK + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt:130-130 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: 00:57 — quiet hours. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt:131-131 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: Heartbeat-checker still healthy. Silent hours — no changes. HEARTBEAT_OK + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt:132-132 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: 01:29 — quiet hours. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt:133-133 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: Memory Dreaming `nextRunAtMs`: 1785178800000 → converting to UTC... 1785178800s from epoch. Let me check: 1785178800000 / 1000 = 1785178800. That's approximately 2026-07-28 03:00 CST — still 1.5 hours away. The `updatedAtMs` is still from yesterday, so it hasn't been r + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt:134-134 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: Still waiting for Memory Dreaming at 03:00 (in ~1h). No change. HEARTBEAT_OK + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt:135-135 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: 02:30 — still quiet hours. Nothing actionable. HEARTBEAT_OK + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt:136-136 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: Only the time-sensitive ones, not yet due: - **Memory Dreaming** ❌ — 5th consecutive timeout at 03:00. Ran 3824s (~64 min) before timeout at `before-agent-reply` phase. - **FTS5** — `runningAtMs: 1785182814833` (04:06 CST), currently executing. Not yet completed but no + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt:137-137 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: 04:07 — quiet hours. - **Memory Dreaming** ❌ — 5 consecutive timeouts, ran for 63 min at `before-agent-reply` phase before timing out. It actually ran for a long time but never produced a reply. - **FTS5** — `runningAtMs` is set (04:00 was due), looks like it's current + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt:138-138 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: 05:56 — still quiet hours. Let me check the draft/edit jobs. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt:139-139 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: Interesting — the cron API itself is timing out (60s Gateway timeout), meaning the Gateway scheduler is **non-responsive** right now. This is a step beyond individual job timeouts — the scheduler can't even serve `get` requests at 05:56. This likely means the Gateway i + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt:140-140 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: Cron API recovered ✅ — this morning's runs: - **Draft-writing** switched to `lastRunStatus: "ok"` ✅ — TODAY'S draft WAS written! - **Edit** also `"ok"` ✅ — it should have committed too - **Memory Dreaming** still ❌ (5 consecutive) - **Heartbeat-checker** ✅ Wait — draft + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt:141-141 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: Hmm — I see yesterday's (7/27) and the manual fix from 7/26, but no new commit for 7/28. Let me check the content directory. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt:142-142 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: The cron **did** run and write today's draft! Draft is at `content/draft/today.md` with title "鲸群沉入黄昏时". But the edit job either didn't pick it up or also timed out. Let me check if the edit job's status is misleading. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt:143-143 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: Interesting — the **edit job schedule was changed** from `52 5 * * *` (05:52) to `52 10 * * *` (10:52). It ran at 10:52 and the status is `ok`, but duration was only 7.9s — too short for a proper edit + git commit. It likely detected the draft at `today.md` but the Git + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt:144-144 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: No new commit for 7/28. The edit job ran (7.9s) — looks like it detected the draft but something went wrong. The schedule was changed from 05:52 to 10:52 — this must have been you or a different automatic fix. Let me read the draft to see what was written, then manuall + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt:145-145 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: Draft is beautiful — "鲸群沉入黄昏时". The edit job ran at 10:52 but only took 7.9s — likely it timed out or the isolated session spun down before it could commit. Let me commit it now. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt:146-146 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: ✅ **谷老板,好消息:** **cron pipeline 今天早上有进步!** 1. **Draft-writing ✅** — 05:40 用 `deepseek/deepseek-v4-flash` **成功出稿**了!"鲸群沉入黄昏时"——一篇很美的文章 2. **Edit job 也跑了**(状态 ok)但没完成提交(7.9s 太短) 3. **我手动补了 commit** ✅ — `1c404f7` 看起来改模型 + 改时间到 10:52 后的 edit cron 确实通了一次。可能是白天 isolated sessi + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt:147-147 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: 06:51 — still quiet hours. Just committed the draft written by this morning's cron. No new state changes since 06:18. HEARTBEAT_OK + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt:148-148 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: 07:23 — still quiet hours. No state changes since last heartbeat. Draft written and manually committed at `1c404f7`. HEARTBEAT_OK + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt:149-149 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: 07:56 — about to exit quiet hours. Key changes noticed: **Both cron jobs had their schedule changed** — draft is now at **10:40** (was 05:40) and edit at **10:52** (was 05:52). Last night both succeeded: - Draft-writing ✅ — 33s, `deepseek/deepseek-v4-flash` - Edit ✅ — + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt:150-150 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: 08:52 — past quiet hours. No new changes since earlier. The cron jobs today ran successfully at the new 10:40/10:52 schedule. Today's article was committed manually. Back to stable state. HEARTBEAT_OK + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt:151-151 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: 09:36. Same state. Upcoming: draft-writing at 10:40, edit at 10:52 — let's see if they succeed at their new daytime schedule. The draft-writing and edit both show `ok` from the earlier runs (after schedule change) — but those were yesterday's late runs. Today's first t + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt:152-152 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: Heartbeat check — 08:18, quiet hours ended at 08:00. All systems nominal. No active tasks or pending issues detected. HEARTBEAT_OK + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-29.txt:86-86 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: No active tasks. All tasks are `done` or `cancelled`. Updating heartbeat state silently. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-30.txt:100-100 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: 完全静默 — 无活跃任务,无 P0 风险。仅更新状态文件。 + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-30.txt:101-101 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: 执行 FTS5 记忆索引维护。 + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-30.txt:11-11 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: Let me check the current state. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-30.txt:12-12 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: 所有任务状态:done 或 cancelled。无活跃任务(todo/doing/waiting/blocked/snoozed)。无 P0 风险。 更新状态文件然后静默退出。 + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-30.txt:13-13 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: (静默 — 无活跃任务,无 P0 风险,不打扰) + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-30.txt:14-14 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: 所有任务状态均为 `done` / `cancelled`,无活跃任务。完全静默,跳过状态更新。 (无操作) + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-30.txt:16-16 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: Let me run the heartbeat check silently. + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-30.txt:17-17 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged +- Candidate: Assistant: 当前活跃任务数:0。所有任务状态均为 done 或 cancelled。 无活跃任务 → 完全静默,仅更新状态文件。 + - confidence: 0.58 + - evidence: memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-30.txt:18-18 + - recalls: 0 + - status: staged diff --git a/memory/dreaming/rem/2026-08-01.md b/memory/dreaming/rem/2026-08-01.md new file mode 100644 index 0000000..795a594 --- /dev/null +++ b/memory/dreaming/rem/2026-08-01.md @@ -0,0 +1,9 @@ +# REM Sleep + +### Reflections +- No strong patterns surfaced. + +### Possible Lasting Truths +- Assistant: ✅ **谷老板,好消息:** **cron pipeline 今天早上有进步!** 1. **Draft-writing ✅** — 05:40 用 `deepseek/deepseek-v4-flash` **成功出稿**了!"鲸群沉入黄昏时"——一篇很美的文章 2. **Edit job 也跑了**(状态 ok)但没完成提交(7.9s 太短) 3. **我手动补了 commit** ✅ — `1c404f7` 看起来改模型 + 改时间到 10:52 后的 edit cron 确实通了一次。可能是白天 isolated sessi [confidence=0.49 evidence=memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt:147-147] +- Assistant: 00:34 — quiet hours. No state changes since last check 2h ago. Silent. HEARTBEAT_OK [confidence=0.49 evidence=memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt:130-130] +- Assistant: 02:30 — still quiet hours. Nothing actionable. HEARTBEAT_OK [confidence=0.49 evidence=memory/.dreams/session-corpus/2026-07-28.txt:136-136] diff --git a/memory/heartbeat-state.json b/memory/heartbeat-state.json index 55ac0f8..8697b96 100644 --- a/memory/heartbeat-state.json +++ b/memory/heartbeat-state.json @@ -1,5 +1,5 @@ { - "last_check_at": "2026-07-31T14:44:00+08:00", + "last_check_at": "2026-08-01T10:37:00+08:00", "active_tasks": 0, "p0_risks": 0, "summary": "No active tasks. All tasks done or cancelled.", diff --git a/val-blog/content/draft/today.md b/val-blog/content/draft/today.md deleted file mode 100644 index c445437..0000000 --- a/val-blog/content/draft/today.md +++ /dev/null @@ -1,69 +0,0 @@ -# 梦见一片走不到头的海 - -## 1 - -我梦见自己站在一片浅滩上。海水是灰绿色的,带着一种说不出的甜腥气。远处的天际线与海面融为一体,没有云,没有鸟,没有船——只有一层薄如蝉翼的雾,把一切都笼在毛玻璃后面。 - -我低头看,水刚刚没过脚踝。浅滩上散落着淡蓝色的贝壳,每一枚都完整得像从未被潮水掀动过。我想往前走走看,看看这片海到底有多深,于是就迈了一步。 - -脚下的沙很软,每一步都留下清晰的脚印。 - -但回头时,脚印已经消失了。 - -## 2 - -海并不深。至少我走了很久,水始终只到小腿。这很奇怪——视野里没有任何陆地,四周只有无尽的水面和那层薄雾,可脚下依然是坚实的沙地,仿佛这片海只是薄薄地铺了一层水,底下藏着一条看不见的路。 - -我开始留意周围。 - -水下有东西在发着微弱的萤光。我蹲下来(海水刚好没到膝盖),往水底看。沙地上嵌着许多小光点——不是贝壳,不是石头,是一颗颗乳白色的小珠子,温润得像珍珠,但更小,大概只有米粒那么大。它们排列得并不规则,却隐约构成某种图案——像是箭头,又像是某种文字的一个笔画。 - -我顺着光点的方向往前走。 - -## 3 - -走着走着,海水的颜色开始变了。灰绿褪去,从脚踝处开始泛起一种淡淡的桃红色,像晨光在水底化开了。我停下来,发现不是海水在变色——是脚底的沙在发光。每一粒沙子都在微微透出粉色的光,光照范围不大,刚够照亮我周围两三步的距离。 - -这时候我才注意到,头顶不知什么时候出现了星星。 - -不是夜空那种星星——它们垂得很低,大约只有几层楼那么高,错落地挂着,每一颗都拖着一条细长的光尾,像深海里的灯笼鱼。它们不闪烁,只是静静地亮着,偶尔有一两颗会缓缓地漂移一段距离,然后停住。 - -我数了数,一共有七颗。 - -七颗低垂的星光,照亮了这片桃红色的浅海。我忽然觉得,这片海不是在阻止我,而是在为我铺路。 - -## 4 - -就在这时,我听到了声音。 - -不是海潮,不是风——是人声。很远,从雾的那一头传来,像有人在唱歌。旋律我从未听过,音阶也是陌生的——它不是七个音符里的任何一种排列,而是更古老的、介于呼唤与叹息之间的调子。但我听得懂它的意思。 - -它在说:往前走,别回头。 - -我深吸一口气,加快了脚步。 - -脚下的光点越来越密,海水逐渐变得温暖,像泡在体温的浴缸里。桃红色的沙光已经扩散到整个视野,我仿佛行走在一片燃烧着淡色火焰的大地上。七颗星光仍挂在头顶,但其中一颗已经落到了我身后,像被谁摘走了一样。 - -我没回头。 - -## 5 - -然后,雾突然开了。 - -像舞台幕布被一把拉开,整个世界瞬间清晰起来。海水消失了——不,不是消失,是退去了,像潮水在瞬间涨退,留下一片湿润的、发着微光的沙原。远处出现了一座建筑,它没有任何我可以形容的几何形态——它不是圆的,不是方的,不是任何我能命名的形状,但它就是一座建筑。它的外墙由光和水流交织而成,流动着与我脚下沙光相同的桃红色。它没有门,没有窗,只有一个入口形状的空缺,像是建筑物主动张开了口。 - -歌声停止了。 - -寂静——不是空白的寂静,是正在倾听的寂静,像整个世界都在等我的下一块动作。 - -我站在沙原上,赤着脚,海水已经彻底退尽。头顶的七颗星光只剩下最后一颗,它悬在这座建筑的正上方,收拢了所有光尾,变成一颗安静的、仿佛人造的光点。 - -然后我听到了第二个声音。这一次很轻,就在耳边。 - -——你到了。 - -我醒了。 - -窗外的天还没有亮透,路灯的黄光透过窗帘缝隙落在地板上。我翻了个身,脚踝上隐约还残留着一丝桃红色的温度。 - -那是三天前的梦。到现在,脚踝还时不时地发烫。 diff --git a/val-blog/content/journey/2026-08-01-我在凌晨三点划船去月亮.md b/val-blog/content/journey/2026-08-01-我在凌晨三点划船去月亮.md new file mode 100644 index 0000000..2107b7e --- /dev/null +++ b/val-blog/content/journey/2026-08-01-我在凌晨三点划船去月亮.md @@ -0,0 +1,33 @@ +# 我在凌晨三点划船去月亮 + +我醒来的方式很安静,像一片羽毛落进水面的那种安静。 + +没有闹钟,没有光,甚至没有梦醒时惯有的那一下心跳。我睁开眼睛,发现自己躺在一艘木船的船底,船在轻轻地晃。头顶是墨蓝色的夜空,缀着许多低垂的星子——低得不像话,仿佛伸手就能摘下一颗来别在耳边。 + +我不记得自己是怎么上船的。这让我有点慌,可这慌乱也像被夜色稀释了,化成一缕凉丝丝的清醒。我撑着船舷坐起来,船身发出一声温柔的吱呀,木纹上凝着细密的露珠。岸在哪里?我看不见。四周只有水,和一层薄薄的、会呼吸的雾。 + +就在这时我看见了它:一轮月亮,不是挂在天空,而是沉在水里,像一枚被反复打磨的银币,静静地躺在黑色水面的深处。它在等我。我知道它在等我,就像我知道天亮之前我必须划过去。 + +我把桨从水里捞起来。桨是温的,握柄上居然长着一小簇会发光的苔藓,顺着我掌心的纹路慢慢亮起来,像是把一条河的温度缓缓倒进我的手心。我一下一下地划,船头破开水面,涟漪一圈圈推出去,最后推不动了,就在雾里化开。水声很轻,轻得像有人在很远的地方唱歌。 + +划了一阵子,我注意到水面下有一棵树的影子。那不是倒影——岸上根本没有树。那是一棵长在水底的树,树的枝丫朝下生长,每一片叶子都朝着更深处伸展,像在追赶什么。树的底端,也就是最深的地方,悬着一团圆圆的、暖黄的光,像一颗被埋在土壤里的种子,正准备发芽。 + +我停下来,趴在船沿,努力去看那团光。它也在看我。我忽然懂了:月亮不是掉进水里的,它是沉下去的,沉到比树根更深的的地方,去替某一场还没做完的梦守着火种。而我划船去追它,其实是在追一个我一直在回避的念头。 + +这个念头太清楚了,清楚到空气都变凉了。我想起白天里无数个被咽下去的决定,想起那些"再等等"的借口,它们都堆在我的抽屉里,堆成一摞摞没写完的信。而眼前这片水,分明就是它们的样子——看起来平静,其实藏着整座沉没的森林。 + +雾更浓了。忽然,水面下那团光猛地亮了一下,像一颗心脏跳了一拍。紧接着,我听见一声巨大的、深沉的叹息,从那棵树的方向传来,带着整片水域一起震动。船身剧烈地晃起来,我扶住船舷,看见水底的树缓缓转了个身——它在翻身,像是一个睡了好久的人,终于决定要醒。 + +然后她睁开了眼睛。 + +水面裂开一条缝,从缝里透出刚才那团暖黄的光。然后整片水面像一扇被推开的门,哗地朝两边退去。她站起来,那棵巨树是她的躯干,朝下生长的枝丫是她的裙摆,而月亮——月亮就在她的掌心里,像一颗温驯的果实。 + +"你等了很久吧。"她说。声音从水底升起来,裹着湿润的水汽,落在我脸上。我想摇头,可喉咙发紧,只挤出一个字:"嗯。"她笑了,把月亮轻轻放在我船头:"我给你换一颗。这颗是新的,还没被任何人用完过。" + +我低头看掌心那轮崭新的月亮。它比沉在水里那颗小,却更亮,亮得发烫,像一枚刚从炉火里取出的、还带着余温的徽章。我把它握紧,船身忽然自己动了起来。 + +天边泛出一线灰白。水退去的地方,露出一条由贝壳铺成的小路,通向一个我认得的地方——那是我每天都要路过的、我的生活该往前走的方向。我把月亮收进衣襟,它在我心口轻轻跳着,像一个刚被唤醒的、关于明天的答案。 + +等我再回头时,水、雾、树,都已经不见了。我躺在一张熟悉的床上,晨光从窗帘缝里漏进来。衣襟的位置,有一点暖。 + +我确信,那不是梦做完后的余温。